this is the only way i can express myself.
why the fuck am i living in this world.
i dont fucking feel like living anymore.

im crying through the whole post LOL

having a super hard week ,
she will leave me in another two days.
for the whole week,
no matter what i do,
ill just think about her and cried like a baby
what can i do now?
sigh....

fuck my life
i hate everything

=O ignore this. its ranting!

STREAMYX AGAIN. guess im the number one top fan among those anti-streamyx armies d
60% of my posts were about streamyx. definitely =O *jaw drop
i have been trying to control my eq, never throw a tantrum, acting sober like a rock
but the fact is it will never come true if streamyx still exists
for me a super computer geek, INTERNET connection is a part of my life.
can you freaking gulung tikar tak?
how much money did you pay for the government to monopoly the market?
how many times did you have your maintenance?
or have you ever maintained once before?
you are seriously driving me gila la yior
went to lowyat and checked for solutions to fix this crappy line
all comments are kind of .... offensive
which contain ermmm vulgarities such as p*ki streamyx, f*ck streamyx, l*n ji*o streamyx bla bla
can jian tao or not?
haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
and ah
dont cheat your client with your crappy speedo meter d la
its a kind of crime lai tau?
my dad pay 1mb speed for you but you give me like wtf less than 512kb
are you kidding me?
when i called to the customor service
your malay fellers always talk crap saja
you sure you plug in you cable?
you sure your router/modemn got turned on onot?
you check your modemn spoiled d not?
you sure this you sure that, you check this you check that
there will never be a solution. its like NEVER you know never...
haih, really cheng sim

EUREKA! atlast i have opened the cover of my mind's jamban
I FREAKING KNOW CHEMISTRY FOR NOW
its no more hard to me.......

WEI BABE! cheer up wei. dont wanna see you acting that way.
btw
streamyx is kinda fast now HAHA i wont be praising you or giving a good comment or what because thats a normal HUMAN SPEED LA OKAY
even snail in thailand can online faster than in malaysia la
but hor sometimes it really fucked me up
like when you googled something it just PFFFSSHHHHHH, the page never comes out untill you like canceling and refreshing for the whole freaking minute
JUST GOOGLE NIA KAY, somemore dua dua sia show it only take 0.XX seconds to show search results AND PLEASE LA, streamyx definitely screw up your reputation hng. streamyx is just like those bo nao conservative huan nas in malaysia who dominate the whole MALAY LAND, wonderful future they have. =)

si pek broke

how come this year mia cny so chilling?
my red packets are not more than 10, SOME MORE MAJOR RM 1, red one baru 1, and of course never mention the purple or blue-green one.
SOME MORE SOME MORE
I DONT KNOW WHY IM COVERED WITH BAD LUCK YOU KNOW!
PLAY DOTA LOSE, MAH JONG LOSE (always stuck at 368 coins)WHAT ALSO LOSE YOU KNOW
really god damn beh kua..... YIOR




AND AND.
maybe i should get a super tall mohawk, kek si peng hwa